HUNDRED SEVENTY SIX
i'm coming back to school almost everyday, doing the same old stuff over and over again. really, i want to step down so badly that nothing can describe. after the secondary one orientation, i will slowly start leaving things into my juniors hands. knowing myself, i know i wont be able to let go. cause i love being in council so badly. the course ask me to elaborate about my council journey. and trust me, its not just about doing stuff and stepping down cause there is so much more to it. knowing that there are so many friends by your side, the amount of fun and laughter, there is so much things that can never be describe. i will never want to leave if i can ever have a choice. i lost so many things when i came into council, my friends, my good friends, my boyfriend. how much things can i afford to lose actually?
i miss you so badly. i remembered how you supported me to become the president. how you comforted me and felt that i was damn upset when i became the vice president. how you were happy and comforted me again when i suddenly became the president. how you tell me and whispered to me by my ear that you have faith in me that i will be the one of a kind president. where has this actually all gone to? where is it? i want that feeling back again. where is it? like i told superman yesterday, there's something i can find in them that i can never find in both of you anymore, something is different and i know it. its something that cant be find back anymore. i really dont know how to find back that kinda feeling anymore, whatsmore, you arent talking to me at all. so actually, tell me what am i suppose to do when you are doing this to me. when you arent texting me, when you dont want to bother about me. your birthday is coming and christmas is coming. i want to celebrate your birthday with you. i want to celebrate christmas with you again! can you please let that happen? is that too much to ask for? or is there already somebody else celebrating with you? baby, tell me cause i need to know. cause you know, i still love you.
superman, like what i said yesterday, somethings cant be found anymore. somethings are different already. i cant find back the feeling we once had anymore. its her and i said it. i'm sorry if it makes you ponder about alot of things. but i'm glad that i said it out. you have no idea what a relief it is. i cant hide it anymore. yes, i am not her fan, i will never be ! accept it. she is taking you for granted and i hate somebody who is taking my friend for granted. i dont like it at all. i dont want her to do this to you at all. somethings are gone, forever gone and we can never find it back anymore. it will never come back. so we just have to accept it and move on baby. cause thats the way things goes. do know that whatever it is, i'm still here and i know you will always be there. i love you. ¶ 3:25 PM
i miss you so badly. i remembered how you supported me to become the president. how you comforted me and felt that i was damn upset when i became the vice president. how you were happy and comforted me again when i suddenly became the president. how you tell me and whispered to me by my ear that you have faith in me that i will be the one of a kind president. where has this actually all gone to? where is it? i want that feeling back again. where is it? like i told superman yesterday, there's something i can find in them that i can never find in both of you anymore, something is different and i know it. its something that cant be find back anymore. i really dont know how to find back that kinda feeling anymore, whatsmore, you arent talking to me at all. so actually, tell me what am i suppose to do when you are doing this to me. when you arent texting me, when you dont want to bother about me. your birthday is coming and christmas is coming. i want to celebrate your birthday with you. i want to celebrate christmas with you again! can you please let that happen? is that too much to ask for? or is there already somebody else celebrating with you? baby, tell me cause i need to know. cause you know, i still love you.
superman, like what i said yesterday, somethings cant be found anymore. somethings are different already. i cant find back the feeling we once had anymore. its her and i said it. i'm sorry if it makes you ponder about alot of things. but i'm glad that i said it out. you have no idea what a relief it is. i cant hide it anymore. yes, i am not her fan, i will never be ! accept it. she is taking you for granted and i hate somebody who is taking my friend for granted. i dont like it at all. i dont want her to do this to you at all. somethings are gone, forever gone and we can never find it back anymore. it will never come back. so we just have to accept it and move on baby. cause thats the way things goes. do know that whatever it is, i'm still here and i know you will always be there. i love you. ¶ 3:25 PM
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