HUNDRED AND SEVENTY NINE i didnt know loving you was so difficult. i hate how much i try to forget and its still so difficult. its my o level year this year. i have to concentrate on my studies now. and yet now my mind is filled with you all of a sudden. trying to cry every night but i cant. i dont know why but i think im too upset to even cry about it. knowing you would never return. do you still love me baby? :( why wouldnt you tell me now. i remember this few days that the week that i didnt talk to you, you were so sad. :( are you as sad as you were last time, now? :( tell me will you ? :D i miss you so much baby. i really do. come back soon will you? we have not been talking for around 3 months already ! :D its enough. i had it already. i cant take it anymore. baby, 3 months is enough. :(  ¶ 10:51 PM